Walking On Sunshine.....?

Well last year I was "Walking On Sunshine" with you but now it feels like the sun has turned on me. When I pass you in the hall and you glance away or turn and walk the opposite way it cuts way in to me. Was last year a happy dream for both of us or were you just using me? From best friends to strangers,people who always talked to mutes. What happend over the summer,you changed deeply,or was it me who changed?I know in our letters we both said "I miss you",I know my words were real,were yours?or were they just to keep my happy and keep the letters coming becuase they gave you something to do?
All the promises you said to me last year did you ever plan to keep them?Was I stupid to believe you?I thought you were my best friend and I yours or was that all just a mask as well?When I think about all we talked about I find it hard to believe you were just pretending to be my friend, not to mention the amount of time we talked to eachother.
Over the summer I was so happy to talk about my best friend and how he cared for me and my well being. I talked about you litterily untill people told my to shut up,I was so proud that I had finally found a really good friend that REALLY cared about me and I felt more comfortable around then any of my other friends.
I hope this happy dream turned horrible will soon take a turn for happiness once more because living with out you is like living in a box where only some people can hear me and understand me. Untill that time you are my Always and Forever. I want you to know that there will always be a special spot in my heart reserved for you. I have to tell you now I am no longer searching for the kindling to respark our friendship I'm done looking. If we are supposed to be friends you will find the spot in your heart that is waiting for me and come find your friend from last year. I'm the one you're looking for I know you can feel it......trust your heart if your friends are telling you things you didn't know about me I would choose to not listen because anything you don't know must be a lie. I love you I miss you please come searching for me. I will always be waiting but I'm no longer the one searching.Once again I love you and miss you but for now I must say good bye.
Your Maiden in distress

Life Is Great

Ok I admit things in life aren't the greatest right now. My best friend still isn't talking to me and my legs are sore but that's ok. But every thing else rocks!!!!! I have awesome friends other then Devon. Dance is going awesome!We almost have our home theatre in our basement! Schools going great!I AM HAPPY FINALLY IN SO LONG I AM ACTUALLY HAPPY!!!! I shall sing a song now.....
If you're happy and you know it clap your hands(clap clap)
If you're happy and you know it clap your hands(clap clap)
If you're happy and you know it and you really want to show it
If you're happy and you know it clap your hands(clap clap)
If you're happy and you know it stomp your feet(stomp stomp)
If you're happy and you know it stomp your feet(stomp stomp)
If you're happy and you know it and you really want to show it
If you're happy and you know it stomp your feet(stomp stomp)
If you're happy and you know it shout "horray"(HORRAY!)
If you're happy and you knwo it shout "horray"(HARRAY!)
If you're happy and you know it and you really want to show it
If you're happy and you know it shout "horray"(HORRAY!)

I AM HAPPY!!!! ok I think I am going to go now. I'll talk to ya'll l8er g8er's bye bye!And remember....
You're never fully dressed
Though you may look your best
You're never fully dressed
With
Out
A
SMILE;)
luv ya'll DORA!

HEHEHE

I won in this sword finally! This dance has been my nemisis since my very first competition! But I went in there this weekend and I danced the best I have ever danced and I got gold in the sword. That also means I get $20 because my dance teacher said back in June if i win gold in the sword i get $20. So my competition was in Trail B.C and I had an awesome time. We went up yesterday and stayed the night. Shelby and I rented Robots and ate chocolate and drank pop oh we had pizza too. We also went swimming and I wore my new bathing suit. It's a bikini and I don't like bikini's but it's all we could get. I wore a shirt over top and felt much more comfortable. But I must tell you the life guard at the top of the slide was a hottie. I went to my competition yesterday lol and I won 1st in all my dances Fling,Sword,Sean Trubbis(I can't spell that one),Reel and the Hornpipe and that perfect win got me the trophy!I had a great time and loved it. There's what happend in Trail:D l8er g8er's

SCHOOL

I really want to go back to school. I'm getting really tired of doing the same thing everyday. I miss seeing everyone cause you think you will hang out with friends while the stirke is on but really everyone just sits at home doing nothing.So here is my normal day while this strike is going on:Wake up between 9:30 & 10:30,watch tv,check to see if there's anyone to talk to on msn,maybe eat some breakfast,watch tv,go on msn,make some lunch,talk on msn,go for a walk,talk on msn,watch tv. Then my evenings are better I either have dance or youth group.So you can probably see why I want to go back to school just by looking at that day,it get's boring believe me! I haven't been writing very many long blogs lately but it's cause there's nothing to tlak about. As soon as this strike is over I will have stuff to talk about and it won't be so boring again I promise. L8er g8er's

PeterPan

O Yes Peter Pan sleepover. Sam came over and we had a Peter Pan marathon. We watched Finding Neverland,Walt Disney's Peter Pan,Return To Neverland,Hook and Peter Pan (with Jeremy Sumpter hottie!!).So I have had my Peter fix for the time being. But then again I can always find time to watch Jeremy. We wrote him a letter,but we wouldn't actually send it too him. We wrote it when we were UBER hungry and it was all just random questions like...."Do you have a freak ear?" stuff like that. We also watched The Sisterhood Of The Travelling Pants. Man I love that movie. It usually makes me cry but not yesterday I just had no tears I guess. It is just such a good movie and book. I'm reading the 2nd one right now. If anyone wants to do something tomorrow call me k if you live here then we're the only McCaughey's in the phone book! wawoo ok I h2g right now love ya'll l8er g8ers

Havin' a bad day.....

I really don't like these days. I woke up late this morning and that was awesome got to sleep in cause of the strike. I get up come out to the comp/tv room sign into msn and there's like no one on. So I go to watch some tv and there's nothing on tv. so i was pretty bored but I did get to eat some yummy captian crunch I enjoyed them. So then I had a dentist appointment.I thought I had taken care of my teeth but he told me I had 3 small cavities. I got them filled right then and there and it's didn't hurt very much BUT it just kinda brings your day down a bit when you have have 3 fillings. So then I get home and watch a good movie and that was great. Then my rents got home and I got a little snappy with them and we started to argue. Then I had dance that was great cause dance makes me happy and in no time I was happy again. The day is getting a bit better but then again it's almost over. Sigh* I really miss Dev not being able to talk to him everyday has been really hard. Not being able to count on his advise has also been hard. So if anyone has been wondering why I have been a bit down lately and not my usual happy self it's just because I'm upset and worried that I'm gonna loose his friendship forever. but I should probably go now so I will leave. Talk to ya'll l8er g8er's

Instanbul was Constantinople!

I just had a fun night. We went to young life cause it was club tonight haha imagine that I went to youth group when it was the night to go to youth group. We sang Instanbul tonight it is a hard one I can not sing it yet but I shall practice yes practice. Three guys had to be fed baby food by three girls tongiht but the girls had to have the spoon in their mouths so it was a little hard. I'm pretty sure I'm comign to Edmonton! yay! I will be going with my youth group on November 11-14 I think or maybe to the 13th I'm not quite sure. Ya so that should be fun. It's the West Ed Mall trip and the commertial is soooo funny .haha it makes me laugh that's for sure. well I think I should go now cause it's almost time for lost YAY! so I shall put up a picture of Domonic Monoghan cause he's on Lost and he's my fav charactor. so i will talk to ya'll l8er g8er's bye bye (that's my fav pic of him SOOOOOOOOO hott!)

DORA the spy!

omt that was so much fun. we did a youth event and it was like mission impossible....kinda. it was so much fun. my balloon only got popped 2 times yay! we hopped so many fences. the first one was really easy. the second wasn't so easy for me. i was the last one to go over and sam's dad was coming. first my pants got stuck then i got that unstuck and i had to lay down on the fence cause sam's dad was right there. then my shoe got stuck so i didn't have the easiest time getting over but i had the most fun time getting over. then we jumped like a 9 foot fence and this guy had to help us get over. so we took some of the hardest roots and we definatly didn't come in first llam. i had an awesome time though. i still have 2 balloons wawooo! so i'm super happy right now!:D yay but i think i'm gonna go right now. l8er g8er's

Funny song

Just got in from the Isle of Skye.I'm not very big and I'm awfully shyThe ladies shout as I go byDonald where's yer troosers?
Chorus:Let the winds blow high,Let the winds blow low,Down the street in my kilt I goAnd all the ladies say helloDonald where's yer troosers?
A lady took me to a ballAnd it was slippery in the hallI was afraid that I would fall'Cause I didn't have on my troosers!
Chorus
They'd like to wed me every oneJust let them catch me if they canYe canna put the brakes on a Highland manWho doesn't like wearing troosers.
Chorus
To wear the kilt is my delight,It isn't wrong, I know it's rightThe Highlanders would get a frightIf they saw me in my troosers.
Chorus
Well I caught a cold and me nose was rawI had no handkerchief at allSo I hiked my kilt and gave it a blaw,Now you can't do that with troosers!
Chorus



This song made me chuckle a bit so i decided to share i h2g l8er g8er's