I GOT NOTHING!

I HAVE ABSOLUTLY NOTHING TO TALK ABOUT IN THIS HERE BLOG NOTHING IS HAPPENING THAT IS EXCITING:(OMT TERRY CUT HIS HAIR THAT'S ALL I HAVE TO PUT DOWN HIS PERFECT HAIR IS GONE!:'( OK BYE KISS KISS DORA

That Gut Feeling.....

Do you ever get that gut feeling?Well I've been getting that gut feeling lately and it's not a good gut feeling.I keep feeling like someone around me like someone very close to me is going to die.It's kinda scary but more sad then anything.Nothing has enduced this it just started happening.I don't know what it is,if anyone knows can they help me out please.This is the shortest blog I have ever written but I had to put this all down. Bye kiss kiss DORA

Ode To My Sisters....

Ok I can't really write an "ode" I'm just gonna talk about them!
I have known them for 15 and 1/2 years now. For most of that time they were huge jerks that I thought I hated! Growing up the youngest isn't always the easiest thing to do. I got picked on just like any baby in the house but because I had like bright red hair,blond eyebrows and lots of freckles my sis' picked on me more. The red hair always got me mad and I have just come to accept the fact that this is the colour of my hair and I no longer want to dye it. For a very long time(still occationally happens) my sisters you call me "Bloody Chicken Diarreh Head". My rents would get made when they said this but it didnt' change things. Also as I meantioned my eyebrows are blonde. When I used to get made(ok so this still happens) my face would go red and my eyebrows would stick out like a camel in a hay stack! This got me the name "Chief White Brow" or "How Now White Brow" that was their favorite. In grade 6 I got my hair cut short so it was spikey in the back and I have to admit I looked kinda like a boy so my sisters called me "Caleb" or "Boy". I would always get in trouble for the stupidest things like saying I didnt' want to put something back in the frige or I didn't want to watch that on tv. So when they were babysitting me after school I was always sent to me room,of course I had done nothing wrong so I refused to go. When I did this one would grab my feet the other my arms and they would litterally "drag" me to my room. I was dared to drink out of the doggy bowl and of course I was tricked into it casue I was like 11 and $.50 was a lot of money! I still think I only got $.25 but w/e. There are many other times my sisters did mean stuff to me but I would never be able to list them all.
Then come the happy times. I can still remember the excitment I had(still have) on Christmas morning. The routine went like this: I would wake up at like 2:00 and go throughmy stocking,I would then tip toe in to Jenn's room and wake her up we would then go through her stocking,we would both sneak out of her room and start the journey to Sarah's room. On our way we would gape at the presents under the tree. After looking at the tree we went down stairs and woke up Sarah who I don't think ever liked us doing this but it's tradition. We would then go through our stocking all together again. Then we would each go back to our own room and play with or look at the stuff we got.That is one of my fondest memories.There are other good memories "I'm A Pacheimee". That whole trip was great,the whole trip across Canada me always in the middle cause I was the littlest.
It really isn't bad being the youngest you know! lol. I miss them both not being here. Both living in different places Sarah still in Cranny but Jennie all the way in Winnipeg. I just want to say I love you and miss you both.You are my sisters and even though I say I hate you I love you VERY much thanx for always being there for me. Bye your little brat of a sister Caity kiss kiss

Life...

(That's me in WEM)
Why does life suck so much sometimes? I haven't had the best year so far. It seems like everything is going wrong. And now with this stupid ankle that I hurt the other day I can't dance as well as I know I can. So that really sux. The fact that I have like hardly any friends sux. Devon not wanting to be my friend. I just haven't been very happy. Last year seems just like a dream like it feels like I just woke up from an awesome dream and now I'm in crap land. but w/e you know what I think I just have to deal with it. Life changes things happen and I have to move on. It's hard but stuff happens.I'm going out for the play Les Mis I hope I get a part. I had to drop out of the Wizard Of Oz because of dance. When I went and saw the play last night and as I watched I realised that I really missed being on the stage! So I'm going for it. I was listening to some music from it today and found a character I want to be I doubt I'll get to be her but w/e. Anyways I'm gonna go. There Jenn you happy I updated lol love ya'll kiss kiss DORA

West Edmonton Mall Trip

Ok I just got back from WEM and I had a blast! On Friday night we went had club with 4 other towns that was okish it was fun but boring. Saturday morning at 8 we got up got ready and went to the mall. Nothing was open when we got there lol but we got to wander around and get some breakfast(mmmmm cinimon bun!). At 10:30 we all got our choice passes and me and some friends decided to go to Galaxyland. Sam and I went on the swings first that was awesome cause I l-o-v-e the swings then we went on that arctic ice or w/e little kids roller coaster like 3 times. we then went on(i am so proud of myself for this) the Space Shot I think that's what it's called the one that goes really high then you fall. So I went on that one and I got a picture I look hilarious! Then Sam went on the big roller coaster with Becky but I don't like roller coasters very much so I watched. We then went on the boat thing that goes back and forth. Man we went on that so many times, "Hold The Boat" lol Catlin. During my time in Galaxyland I went on the Space Shot one a total of 15 times and I got to sit by hotties lots of those times lol. We then went shopping I bought a lot of stuff but I'm not going to write it all down lol. After the mall we all went to club again. It was a lot more fun this time because we all felt more comfortable around each other. We had to get in groups with our months. There was this really hott guy in my group he had a lip pearcing but it was like off the the side of his mouth and he had plugs in his ears. It was really funny because we were playing this game where the girls have to pull apart the guys. It was me against the hottie and someother guy, I was trying to pull apart their arms. I'm gonna put pics up on my msn space so go check it out maybe I'll even find a pic of the hottie lol. bye kiss kiss DORA

So Tired

Cookie and I are cleaning montSTARS! lol

lol I'm having such a lazy day today. I got up like almost an hour after I had intended to. I rolled out of be finally at 7:20 my alarm went off at 6:35 lol and brushed my hair. It was kinda puffy and I would usually care but this morning I didn't. I found a clip in my room and put it half up. I then went down stairs and got my sweat pants that my mom was going to wash but didn't have time but you know what? they weren't dirty so I just threw them one. I went back upstairs to my room and found a shirt,I decided then that it was cold outside and my school would be cold so I grabbed my blue sweater. Brushed my teeth,put on some mascara and eyeshadow because I need to have eyelashes lol and walked out the door. I was so comfy today! But once I got to school I was uber tired so I was like tripping over my feet and such I didn't actually wake up until like right before second block! Then I was really happy and was acting kinda crazy.............ok so crazy is normal for me because Dora is a crazy gal lol that I am. I got really excited to go to Edmonton this weekend! I can't wait!!!!!!!!! YAY out of this valley finally! I'm SO HAPPY SO HAPPY lol. Math was really hard today and I had to o ask for help on every question. Tell me why did I go in to Math Principals again? lol no I actually like math well enough to go that high lol. But at the moment I have to go. L8er G8er's kiss kiss

Hard to let go....

As you would know if you read this Devon and I aren't friends anymore. Today I deleted all our convos and all the emails he sent me,I put the pic he gave me in my memory box and I think that's where the two letters he sent me are going to go too. Most of you don't know that I deal badly with change. I'm having a really hard time letting him go.We were such good friends,I'm really happy right now like a huge wait has been lifted. At the same time I don't know what to do. I have been through so many friends (Jenn you'll know this). In grade 6 my friends who had been my best friends some since grade 1 decided I should find some new friends,I went to Parkland middle school and all my friends from Amy (elementry school)went to Laurie middle school. I got to parkland and found I had no friends there so I had to make new ones.This didn't take me too long maybe a month or so. Then in grade 9 I didn't click with them as much as in grade 8. I still hung out with them though.So in grade 9 I made a few newer friends like Devon and Sam. But now Devon has also said he doesn't want to be my friend anymore and Sam I dont' feel like we get along as well either. I just don't know what it is with me and friends,why can't I keep them? I'm just being my self around them and there's nothing wrong with that. If they can't like me for who I am then I agree they shouldn't be my friends,but I need friends. I can't survive with out them. Sure I have a few but how long are they going to last for this time?
Are they only here for a little while or for a long time?Do people just not like me?Is there something wrong with me?I dont' know how many more "friendship breakups" I can go through you know,a person can only go through so many! I'm just sick of this. Will I ever know a "real friend"?bye kiss kiss

I miss you sister

My Jennie I miss you:( That is a pic of us I think right before camp. I can't wait untill you come home for Christmas! I'm so excited.Sarah,you and me should do something while you are here.........but please don't let it involve you two ganging up on my and calling me bloody-chicken-diarreah head! lol We've had some good times these last 15 years.....well you have had like almost 19 but I'm talking about your life with me around. I'm sure it got much more better!YAY my sisters coming home! Heck yes she's coming home! not for ever but for a bit yay. lol I really miss you Jenn! Bye ya'll kiss kiss

From Love To Hate

All you guys who said Devon was a jerk........well you were right. I'm really sorry i didnt' listen now.
yes thats precisely it,for one thing shes a really big christian and either she talks about god or hw she has no friends and its just depressing and yeah annoying and shes always crying for no reason and yeah...shes nice and all but just i dunno i guess i just had enuff of her lol
That is the reason why he is no longer talking to me. I feel like a piece a crap! Why can I never seem to keep friends? They all end up leaving! I dont' think i've ever had a real friend. I dont' know what to do tomorrow when he tells me what happend(he told someone else the stuff i just put about me)! i have to go though i can't handle this!