FUN TIMES

(o this pic makes me giggle. llam you can see my shirt)wa woo movie day. i love these days. just sitting in your pj's all day.....well untill we went to mcdonalds for supper lol. so heather,heidi and sam came over and we watched Chicago. very good movie i liked it quite lots. Bruce Almighty that one always makes me laugh so of course i liked it. adn we also watched My Boyfriends Back very funny old movie i sugest you watch it. i've seen it a couple times casue well i own it llam but it's really funny and weird. so it was pjs,blanket and Franklin,friends and movies oh and don't forget the ice cream yummy! so i had an awesome day. i am sad i could not go to camp this weekend but i have a dance competition tomorrow so it would have been a little hard to go to the competition in spokanne then get to camp very late like on sunday haha. but i will hopefully be going to WW. i'm excited for tomorrow except for the fact that my dance teacher is picking me up at about 6:45 and that sucks! but i will survive. i h2g right now though l8er g8ers

GARBAGE TRUCK!

one thing i super miss about camp is watching the garbage man. i mean that truck picking up the garbage it's so awesome. one time it was so full that a bag fell out and he didn't even pick it up! that made me a little mad at the garbage man,but the next week he came and took our garbage and everything was clean............well as clean as garbage gets. now i never see the garbage man or truck i never see the truck take the garbage away at school. it kinda saddens me llma but i guess i will have to survive now won't i?! do you ever wonder how the garbage feels going through the whole garbage thing. i mean first in gets thrown into a bag,it is then covered up by other garbage,next comes the tieing of the bag does it feel clostrophobic?then the bag gets chucked in to a bigger bin. the garbage truck then lifts up that bigger bin and it gets dumped in to the truck. then the truck smushes it all up so basically our piece of garbage is dead and it gets left to rot in the dump. llam ok i'm done now l8er g8er's

MOVIE NIGHT!

so this is a little late but monday night is movie night for me hiedi and heather well not every monday but every other one. anyways this week we went and saw The Corpse Bride and omt it's one of the best movies i've ever seen by the end we were all crying but it wasn't like a total sad ending it was happy sad. it was a very funny movie and i recomend it for anyone you will laugh,be shocked and perhaps even cry:'( so good llam. but this isn't the first sad movie we have gone to on movie night o no it seems like sad movies are our thing. last monday like not the one that just passed but the next one we went and saw Just Like Heaven and i know i was crying in that one llam. i really love movies. happy,sad,funny,cartoon,real life,chick flicks or not,but i dont' do so swell with horror movies. so ya i just love movies. and at the movies i love pretzels omt our theater has the best pretzels the cinnimon ones are the best! i recommend a pretzel if you go to a movie in cranny. ok that's my little thing about movie night. it's a night i look forward to. that's it l8er g8er's

CRAP

stupid stupid stupid CRAP! this is about how you can have a great day then one person ruins it. i hate it when this happens. i was having a pretty good day i was laughing,smiling, all that jazz lots of fun. but no then he had to be stupid again. i don't need this! but i can't give up right now on our friendship it was so awesome. i think this time will pass and things will be good again. we had to play football in gym again today and ouch my shoulder hurts. i can never play that game because my shoulder gives out and it sucks because my teacher won't let me not play unless i have a doctors note but i dont' have time to go to the doctor to get a note becasue i'm so busy with dance and school and youth groups and dance.o i already said that llam opps my bad. anyways.....i'm determined to do well in math so i've been doing so much work i think my brain is about to burst but i will survive HEY HEY I WILL SURVIVE FOR AS LONG AS I KNOW HOW TO LIVE I KNOW I WILL SURVIVE......i like breaking out into song.well i have looked at the clock and i am tired so i'm out l8er g8ers

hard times

so life at the moment is interesting. my best friend hasn't been talking to me for over a week now and i didn't do anything. i sent him an email and since he's not tlaking to me i asked heather to see if he would respond or not. he said probably not then she said i thought you guys were really close and he said meh. he said all these things to me like i miss you and we should hang out when you get back(in letter's from the summer). one day on msn he even said he would move to the town i go to college in and work there so we could still be close lets see there was also i'll go to prom with you and many other things. but now i don't even know anymore. to make things even better it's like the cherry on top he's just blocked me. so i guess he no longer conciders me his.........best friend

I Need A Hero (part 2)

Where have all the good men gone And where are all the gods?
Where’s the street-wise Hercules To fight the rising odds?
Isn’t there a white knight upon a fiery steed?
Late at night I toss and I turn and I dream of what I need

I need a hero I'm holding out for at hero 'till the end of the night
He's gotta be strong And he's gotta be fast And he's gotta be fresh from the fight I need a hero I’m holding out for a hero 'till the morning light
He’s gotta be sure And it’s gotta be soon And he’s gotta be larger than life
Lager than life

Somewhere after midnight In my wildest fantasy
Somewhere just beyond my reach There’s someone reaching back for me Racing on the thunder and rising with the heat
It’s gonna take a superman to sweep me off my feet

I need a heroI'm holding out for a hero 'till the end of the night
He's gotta be strong And he's gotta be fast And he's gotta be fresh from the fight I need a hero I’m holding out for a hero 'till the morning light
He’s gotta be sure And it’s gotta be soon And he’s gotta be larger than life

Up where the mountains meet the heavens above
Out where the lightning splits the sea
I could swear there is someone somewhere Watching me
Through the wind and the chill and the rain And the storm and the flood
I can feel his approach Like a fire in my blood

I need a hero I'm holding out for a hero 'till the end of the night
He’s gotta be strong And he's gotta be fast And he's gotta be fresh from the fight I need a hero I'm holding out for a hero 'till the morning light
He's gotta be sure And it's gotta be soon And he's gotta be larger than life

i wanted to put down these words cause it's my fav song llam hope you enjoyed them l8er g8er's

I need a HERO!...........

man i love that song! but i seriously am serious about those words. i have never felt this low and it's horrible. i know this never happens but i want a knight in shining armour on a white horse and he would just make me his cinderella or his sleeping beauty. i wish fairy tales happened i really do. i just want to cry but no tears will come. w/e i can't change that but i h2g right now so i'll talk to you l8er g8er's

5 golds baby!

so i went to a dance competition in castlegar yesterday and there were only 3 girls in my class but...I won! i danced as strong as i think i ever have like it was some of the best dancing actually maybe the best dancing i've ever done. so i danced all my dances and was strong through all five and i guess the judge liked my style and all that jazz. so i got 1st in all the dances and in the end i got the trophy. so that was awesome cause i won at this competion last year too so now i have 2 trophies that look almost the same. i have now won 4 trophies for best dancer in my age group. i h2g right now though so l8er g8ers

awesome!

(this is me and sam last year in Banff )
yay we talked to mr toyota and he said that was an awesome idea and that we can go ahead and have our prayer group. so we're meeting o thursdays at lunch in room 121 (hopefully) so i'm super excited and so is sam.so that's about all i have to say fro right now l8er g8er's

Sweeeeeeeeeeeeeet!

(this is me and carebear my roomie for the summer miss ya lots CB. and i think i see skoch in the distance can you find him llam)
ok so thanx to my sis jenn i got this idea to start a bible study in my school(thanx jenn this is a good thing llam i didn't mean for that to sound mean llam) but i changed the idea a bit but not much.
so i've been feeling like God has been telling me to do this for a while so i talked to sam and she thought it was an awesome idea. so what we're gonna do is start a pray group/descusion group where we will pray and disscuse stuff like how non christians see and think of us and how we can change this. so we decided that we were gonna call the group sidewalk because when you walk on a sidewalk you're safer then walking on the road right so when you walk with God you're A LOT safer then walking inbetween God and satan. so ya sam thought of that and we thought it was awesome so that's what it's called.
we also talked to stevie and he said he would definatly come so we have 3 for sure(counting myself) but i'm sure more people will come. so sam and i are going to tlak to mr.toyota the vice princiapal who we know will give us a room for one lunch hour a week . i'm super excited cause God is finally going to use me in my school!
i wore my "VOTE FOR JESUS" shirt today and it turned quite a few heads that made me happy i got some not so good comments but i either just kept wlaking or if it was my friends i just said i totally dissagree yadda yadda yadda i argued about it and it made me feel so good. it's a lot different going from a total christian atmosphere at camp to a secualr atmosphere at school but i think i am going on a stepping stone and i will take this little bit by little bit whatever happens is in God's hands i just hope everything works out. so if you could pray for "sidewalk" that would be awesome thanx guys l8er g8er's

School was most fun...

(yay me and oren into the woods)OMT my days keep getting better and better at school! i still don't really like high school but i can't go back i have to truge forward in my life! so today was a better day i started with....man i'm tired i think i started with english ya english.that was ok it wasn't as fun as usual but it was still fun. when the teacher was doing attendence she got to my name...ok i'm going to reinact this......"Caitlin"she called out "here,ummm could you perhaps call me Pete i prefer that name"i responded "but on my list it says Caitlin" she answered " yes but couldn't you just scratch out Caitlin and put Pete" i said and i saw here scratch it out YAY! ok so after english i had portfolio OMT bore me to death. I kind of just zoned out and started randomly counting things in my agenda and making noises he didn't notice and i didnt' notice he(he being the teacher) that he was talking for about 15 min. then i started hearing his voice again and i'm like OMT he's still talking and he's telling us what we have to put in our portfolios(note the classes name llam). when he asked if anyone was confused i put up my hand and he asked what i was confused about and i said i'm confused out of my mind and asked about the same thing he had just been talking about for the past 15 min. oh good times in portfolio! so then i had math......i'm just gonna skip over this classes nothing fun really happend llam. after math we had a pep rally in the gym and that was awesome...well the end was awesome. A band (garage band) played i think they were some grade 12's i can't remember but they were AWESOME! like OMT it was so awesome they played this one song about Ping -pong i loved it they sounded so good if they had a cd i would buy it. anywho away from the pep rally. lunch was a pretty good time i got to see my friends and that's always good. block A...i had socials after lunch that was a pretty good class but nothing exciting happend. Gym was uber fun! we had to roll up the mats and that took forever so we hardly had to do any running. after school was a bit sad cause i found out i can't be in the play because i'm too busy with dance but that's ok casue dance is more important. Then i got home and had some good chats with people and now i have to go to dance so l8er g8er's

Better day

Today was a better day then yesterday.I felt like I fit in a bit more but I still have hardly talked to my best friend and that saddens me.There were auditions for The Wizard Of Oz today I tried out for Dorthy. I think i did pretty well but I don't think I will get it I hope I do but I don't know some of those people were awesome!But at least I tried right..RIGHT! Maybe i will get to be Glenda that would be kool too.But my day goes down a bit as well cause my vest friend is on msn but for like the first time he's not talkign to me:'( w/e i h2g l8er g8er's

don't i feel wanted

so get home from camp and one person is like actually happy to talk to me. i go to school and there are like 2 people who are happy to see me. i see my best friend in the hall who i haven't seen in 2 months and he basically says hi (a couple more words ) and leaves.for the first time in like over a year i don't feel like i fit in with my friends and let me tell you that sucks. i hope tomorrow goes a little better. but who knows the day isn't even half over so maybe people will actually want to tlak to me. l8er g8ers

finally home....back to school

well it's back to school tomorrow. that's happy and sad. i am sooooo super excited to see all my friends but i will miss the summer so much not having to go to school is grand but i'm one of the people who actually doesn't mind doing school work. one thing i absolutly love about going back to school is getting to go shopping o yes clothes,clothes and SHOES!it's been a pain unpacking from camp so many things to take out and put away. but i got home and my parental unites painted my room:D that made me so happy i absolutly love it! but for now i have to go so l8er g8er's