don't i feel wanted

so get home from camp and one person is like actually happy to talk to me. i go to school and there are like 2 people who are happy to see me. i see my best friend in the hall who i haven't seen in 2 months and he basically says hi (a couple more words ) and leaves.for the first time in like over a year i don't feel like i fit in with my friends and let me tell you that sucks. i hope tomorrow goes a little better. but who knows the day isn't even half over so maybe people will actually want to tlak to me. l8er g8ers